na

I don't know how many days I try not to miss you, how many days I try to get rid of everything. But then, I still ended up listening to your favorite songs. I still see you everywhere I go. This is so damn hard for me. Tell me, how to forget you if every single thing reminds me of you? How can I move on if I'm still in love with you? Why can't I move on just the way you did so easily? I remember every single details about you. Your eyes, your hands, your scent, your favorite songs, your kind of movies, your hobbies, things that made you smile, things that made you worried, things of you capable of, things that you're afraid of. I remember everything. I still remember that one day, when I wanna walk away from you because I was scared of falling for you, you said, I can't make you leave, you won't leave even if I pushed you away. Remember that one night, when i was sick, you came to me, and tell me, you gonna take care of me because I can't take care of myself? How about now? Why the hell did you leave me? Come back and haunt me. Please. I can't do this anymore. I miss you everyday.